bored with my style, colors, mood or whatever shit you call!
trying to do something different but it ends up not-so-different.
please, inspire me, I need new things!


my days turned up side down.
dad has been complaining,
he said he don't really see me at home.
when he is going out to work, I'm sleeping.
when he back from work, I'm out.
aiyor, I can't expose to sunlight mar!



2010 is coming!
are you ready? because I'M NOT!
anyway, party tomorrow :D

had a photo shooting session with Elton and GioGio yesterday.
do give me feed backs so that I can keep improving.

click here for more pictures


Christmas Eve sucks, Sanctuary was hell packed!
I lost my mood to party and I was too tired.
anyway, had a great sleepover with my girls thou ♥


serious bad skin condition now.
thank God I'm leaving back to Kedah soon, later!
have to rest as much as I can for this study break.

lastly, I would like to end up this post by wishing everybody
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

boy you know I-I-I

boy you know I-I-I
I've been feeling
wake up in the late night dreaming about your loving

♥


somehow I just can't control myself, but now I have to.
because I'm officially broke now :(
sigh, women. sales. shopping. kills.


lastly, I still want to say this.
IM HAVING BAD SKIN CONDITION AHHH!
okay, back to projects now and no more buying!

life have been bustling with school works.
currently at Vv's house working on our projects.
already spended many sleepless night here.
all the best to the BMM's!

for those who helped me whenever I need help,
who fetched me here and there,
who concerned about my health,
who talked to me and chilled me!
BIG BIG THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS!

okay, running out of time.
have to make this quick and short for now!
will blog after I settle my projects, all of them.

pictures taken when I was depressing.
surprisingly it makes me feel better right after ♥

cam-whore during Internet Culture class
bah, college life sucks and tiring!
am missing my holidays so much now.
guess have to wait till the 2010, life never been that gloomy.


having tons of projects on hand as usual.
don't really want to list it down anymore.
thinking of quitting college shit again. haha
although I'm not gonna do that so I just can dream about it.
*bitch slap own-self*

I want to go photo shooting!
I wish to sleep like a freako!
I have to start on dieting!
I NEED CASH! great.

going to watch New Moon later at 11pm ♥
it was like finally, waited for so long!


joke of the day ;
Winson actually called me Lady Nangka,
and he assume that he is Winbull.
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

woke up super early in the morning like 7.30am and went photo shoot with Elton and Jacklyn.
the entire day was fun, excited yet tiring!
we took very long time to decide the destination, lol.
lastly, Heritage Hotel was the choice and another random village that fulls of mosquitoes!
yes, i get mosquitoes bites and it's on my face! shit.

here is some shoots that me likey.

♥
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behind the scene when all of us went crazy!

thanks for the supports, appreciated muchie muchie!
it does mean a lots for me ♥
will keep it up and improve my skills!
still kinda lousy now many noise and blur shoots :S


for you information, Hong Yen is a faker.
and I only have a Facebook account under the name Emelyn Tan!
sorry for causing troubles and misunderstood friends.

watched another 2 films lately.
Phobia 2 wasn't that bad as what I thought.
at least the 5th story was like so damn funny!
and the ghosts wasn't scary and kinda lame.

Christmas is just around the corner ♥
it used to be one of my favorite festival yet I don't like to celebrate in Malaysia.
aww, I wanna go Manhattan badly!

anyway A Christmas Carol was a double thumbs up animation!
I wonder how they manage to did that!
super impressed by the animation, awesome.
watch it. and if you haven't, go to get yourself ticket like now!

am trying to download 3ds max software.
haih, is time to start the 3d modeling.
tick-tock-tick-tock time just doesn't wait, how cruel.
and my line is even cruel-er, it's even slower than a snail now.

Palimpsest. I was surprised that she actually like 3 of my ideas!
so I have to develop more on the story lines and so on.
drop dead die like 78972361298 times!

yeah, shooting tomorrow.
practice makes perfect, have to shoot more to get better skills :)
okay, maybe is time to stuck my ass with the toilet bowl and start reading or maybe brainstorm.
good idea?